1st Day

Today was the 1st day to see Robert since the Break up. It went well I think... His Mom Called and said she would love for me to come over and help her. On the way over she told me Robert was going to be there. I came and helped and tried to stay out of his way. Not that he would care but still i felt like I was crossing so kind of boundry by being there.

Everyone else was on a Float trip.

Got up today and went and help somemore at Pat's house. We still did nto get everything done before I had to leave for work... I told her I would call after I got all work at 5pm to see if she needed more help.



I called after work and she still needed help... So I went over and she have Tammy over. She was trying to set up Wireless internet for Joey though Pat's house. I guess it did not give a strong signal so she hooked it up just for Robert.



I picked up Pat's husbands Medication and then went home... Pat wanted me to stay and meet her family but I thought it was werid due to her trying to set me up with Robert's Cousin... Crazy!

Trainer of the YEAR Award

Today was such a busy day... I worked at Ulta from 6am to 9:45 and then JC Pennys from 10am to 2pm. And then Picker up Heather from school at 2:30. Today Ralph won Trainer of the year for the 10th year in a row.



It was also the last day of races at Fairmont Park for the year.

Robert Texted me to tell me he signed me in so I could get in though the back if I wanted to go...



But Heather did not want to go to the Track. She has found a new friend down the street from us.



I did go over to Pat's house to help fix some things up. She has family coming into town and needed help to clean her house up. We did not get everything done so I told her I would stop by tomorrow to help finsh stuff up before I go to work tommorrow.

Home alone...

Tammy and Heather left early today to go see a Balloon Fest... So I was home all by my self for the weekend.

Randy and I went to Lunch before he headed out to join them. I think they think im going to fall to pieces. But I am Woman hear me roar .. he he

I Cant Believe how things change

It is crazy how things change. In March 2010 I was having the time of my life with my Friends and Family in Arizona. Here it is Aug 2010 and I am no longer in Arizona but now in Illinois. My Dad has been in the hospital for about 2 month. he finally came home but the doctors say they don't know how much longer he will last. I thought the move to Illinois would be good for me and maybe it is but it does not feel like it right now. I felt like at the time that I was supposed to be here but now I don't know. I miss all my friends and family and want to go home.

Why cant life just be simple :(

I have made some great friends out here though. I cant complain about that. I have gotten to do some really fun things here. I know I have not been updating this blog in a while but I will try and start up again. I will go back and write about all the fun stuff I have already done here.

A good thing is that I am going home for a visit in about 2 weeks... I really cant wait. :)

Werid Day

Today was great at first... I worked at Mcbride homes and then came home to clean up and see what everyone was doing... Robert came over and was having a really bad day... but he needed to "talk"



That's right! he broke things off... Due to "nothing I did" but the Age difference and the fact that Tammy (his sister in law) was my sister... it was just too werid for him.

Robert's Birthday :)

Today was Roberts Birthday. I got off work at 12pm and ran and set up his birthday gift... I got him a hammock... I heard him once say that he always wanted one and went he gets his own place it would have to have one. After I got done setting it up I went over to the track and brought him and his parents Ice cream (it was a really hot day). I hung out there with him until the races were over. Then I asked his mom if she was doing anything for him. She said that she was having the family over for dinner... I told her I would pick up the cake. Robert did not want a cake or anything. But I told him that he had to have cake if the little kids were coming over.

While picking up the cake I got a text from Robert saying thank you for the gift and that I was too good to him... funny guy.

The party went well I thought... The kids and Robert played Soccer.

Radar Man

Today Randy's Horse Radar Man won! We were all really excited!

Randy's had a race at Fairmont and everyone came out for it... Too bad he did not win :(

Championship Sofeball

Today we went and watched Randy's Softball team play 4 games in a row. They won all 4 and won the chamionship. Who would have thought it.